Brave Heart ♥

I’ve got a fat mind! My mind is currently obese. It sits around all day binge watching past events and doesn’t do much. It procrastinates, compares my life to that of others and talks back negatively. It feeds on junk and like a pig, it consumes almost everything.

It’s like a fat dictator who orders perfectionism yet not lifting a finger to help. I have let it become selfish. It thinks the world revolves around it. It has become a bad place to live in. Lonely with thoughts of me and only me.

It is a scary place to live in with little love in it but lots of fear. It’s true that selfish people are fearful. I fear more than I live. In fact, I think I don’t live because I am always afraid.

Jealousy, inferiority, negative self talks and comparisons easily share rooms in my mind because I have allowed this servant to be a master.

I have had enough being a slave to my fat mind. I will exercise it. I am renewing my mind!! I am taking it to the gym. I am ready to shed off unnecessary weight and take back my power of being the master and it, my servant.

Mind gym begins…

I can’t believe I am finally doing this! I have procrastinated and procrastinated about starting to blog. I was afraid, afraid of starting, of trying of failing…

I have always been a scardy cat 🐱. I remember when I was kid and my religious mother (God bless her soul) always kept saying that I had the spirit of fear. So I think this statement took a big part of my subconscious mind and I grew up believing I was fearful, and boy has fear tormented me.

But I choose change. I choose to change this lie and live a bold life. I choose to change my negative thoughts and generally change my life.

I let go of the thing I have grown to know my whole life… FEAR. It is no longer serving me, it never did. I was just blind to not see how it was an enemy from the word go and the reason behind all my misfortunes.

I don’t know where my new journey will take me but am willing to give it a try, to hold the hand of FAITH and let it guide me. I am WILLING and that’s all that matters to me now. 😊

I choose to fight for courage, To take a leap of faith, To fight for the ones I love, I choose courage for my thoughts 💭 .